11August2012
I have noticed, as I have gotten older, that I care a lot about people. I am always trying to help and I am always concerned about their well-being. It's interesting to me how many people are the complete opposite. I've never acted to be recognized and my kindness is often overlooked but, I do it anyway. But, now that I am beginning to notice that this is not the norm, I am also beginning to restructure a lot of my "friend"ships.
My father always told me that I would begin to outgrow people... outgrow things... and outgrow relationships. It used to be hard to say "I cant do this anymore." But now, I am able to just phase myself out of the equation.
My happy factor has been rising and rising and rising the less people I communicate with and try to keep in touch with. It's really a new sense of my breath of fresh air.
I'll keep watching... as I keep living.
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