track 3 ... thinking.thoughts.thought

I've been thinking about love a lot lately;
just epitmoizing the Godly definition.

I say I love you a lot because I genuinely do love people. But, in relationships, its not anything "new." So, for me, I've been thnking of:

the patient of love,

the kindness of love,

the caring love,

the never juding love

... and when i think about all of the guys I'e ever said I love you to, I've been measuring the definition of love guesstimating who personifies it.

Though I'm trying not to create love and just wait fo love, there is one person that fits that definition .. which is crazy.

When you think of the vows of the church you marry and stay married through everything - for richer,
poorer,
sickness,
health ...

so, when dating you should consider the personification of love. A man epitomizeing such qualities as discussed.

Patience is not giving up when it doesn't go your way, nor is it ending the situation over some unobservable reality.
Kindness is allowing the other to live the life they live and you loving them ad supporting them through it and if you don't like it, introducing new things that you enjoy hoping for resemblance.
Not judging is accepting who they are and loving their faults as if they were your own.


Love is an amazing drug that I'm addicted to, the thought and act of ... Love is powerful and all knowing. Love is God!

with love,
..::ahava::..

track 1 :: Love Song

May 22, 2008

"I Never Felt This Way About Loving ... and it feels so good."

It feels good, not because I need it but because I want it. Your tender kiss excites me, sending chills down my spine. Your gentle touch intrigues me, simply because noone feels like you do. But your sincerity apeases me. I love you because I can tell that you love me too. For so long I have assumed you were the one, but never tried to create the one out of you.

"accept without exceptions"

Lord only knows how hard that is. You think, no - this wont be me, I wont be the one that loves the man that isnt perfect. I have to have perfection. But, realizing noone is perfect allows you to love the inconsistent consistencies.

love is ...

simply living,

finding compatibility,

accepting compassion,

living the experience

..::ahava::..

intro: learning

May 5, 2008

The highest expression of love is to give without expecting,

the highest expression of love is to accept without exceptions.

I have so much to learn.

india.arie

Love is the most intense Affection
becoming less ardent and more unvarying
possible feeling of tender regard; nonetheless,
devoted. honestly, dedicated to an affectionate
simply to imply a bit of selflessness, yet still
remaining Fond, as to be strong in like and affection.
possibly confused with Infatuation,
often foolish, yet extravagently attracted,
but always short in duration.
Love is: blind ...
deeply tender with an ineffable feeling of attraction,
there is a solicitude toward a person arising
from kinship, simply recognizing the attractive qualities.
love is: having a sense of underlying oneness.
such an intense desire and attraction, allowing one to become disposed,
making a pair, expressing an emotion,
there is sexual passion.
.it is an affair.
A strong predilection: object of enthusiasm
emotional attachment intense, not always understood
An expression of one's affection
love is: envious. often contating a feeling of discontent,
covetousness with regard to another's advantages, success,
too deep to let love happen.

♥ ..::ahava::..