A. Big. Change. Determines. Everlasting. Factors. Greatly.
After taking a look at myself I began to realize I am not who I thought I was.
Because of my protective shield, I don't open up to some people.
Caring about them more than they choose to care about me,
Deciding to cater to them instead of myself.
Eventually it takes a toll on your heart.
Following your heart and trusting yourself,
Good thing I am a risk taker.
Heavy burdens of "defeat," if you would like to call it that.
I am choosing to make a change for the better.
Just because I am changing does not mean I am losing myself,
Kindly rearranging my relationships based on the "change of the seasons."
Loving myself because if I don't why would someone else.
Merely taking a lot of things into consideration.
Not holding back as much as I did before.
Opening up to those that need to know
Purifying my situations to the best of my ability
Quieting my thoughts and relying more on my actions
Reacting to things in a manner that can help things grow
Simply choosing to change... grow... mature... believe
Taking time to develop myself in order to be the best me, daughter, sister, friend and wife I can
Unifying my mind with my heart
Veiling my emotions, except to those that need to see them
Wishing on a few more stars
X-raying my mind for my own benefit
Yearning for just a little bit more...
Zooming towards my dreams, and helping to create my fairytale ending.
love,
g.
