31 July 2010

the end, of the beginning...

thirty-first day of july in the year of two thousand ten

sometimes in life you get to a point. you don't know which way is up. you don't know which way is down. you don't know which way is left. you don't know which way is right. all you know is what you have done, what you are doing, and what you plan to do in the future. sometimes in life you are lost and confused. sometimes in life you just need something ...

something ...

something ... that you have never known before. you get this feeling that you have never felt before. you are scared....

scared...

scared... of reality. scared of life. scared of obstacles. scared of what's next. scared of what is. scared of what was. in the past you did not live with regrets. in the past you did not think you were horrible. in the past you didn't think you made bad decisions. but sometimes, sometimes in life, you get to a point.

that point is now.