new.life.

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i have been pondering what i could write during my last days home.
i have been attempting to conjure (sp?) up thoughts good enough to record.
all i can seem to do is thinking about everything i miss.
it is now time for my life to begin.
so many things have happened in my life.
as i jokingly told my mom today, "i sure must be good at baseball;
because life keeps throwing me curve balls and i haven't missed yet."
or have i?
i have yet to be in love, unconditionally - but its on the way.
i have yet to experience let down, to the point where i feel as if im living in shambles.
i have yet to live where all i can breathe is happiness.
this is merely because i have so much living to do.
i am happy.
i am content.
i am anxious.
i am nervous.
i am sad; but,
most importantly -
i am me.
i am taking an adventure, by myself.
i am going to be living, by myself.
i will be starting a new job, by myself.
i will be venturing to another country, by myself.
i am, for once, officially - by-my-self ... and i cannot wait!
i will now experience a new life,
a new love,
a new perspective
on a new hemisphere
in a new region
with a new group of people
wish me luck.
it is time for new life.
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love,

g.