holiday.cheer

((i will revisit this post another time))
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so, yesterday (september 15, 2008) was grandparents day in japan.
it rained all day, but just sprinkles.
it was supposed to thunderstorm all day.
we (jess,kerin,kerrie+1) took a day trip to kyoto.
first, eating at smile burger, awesome!
second, visiting the temples was amazing.
third, the shopping - it was great!
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it was very interesting though because people asked if i was going to talk to my grandparent(s) today and i had the revelation that i no longer had a grandparent; it was a very saddening thought. it is interesting that the first birthday after grandmas death, it rained. it was sprinkling as if she was crying tears on me saying, "im so proud of you doll." it was just a very interesting day. my mood was strange. my feelings were saddened.
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but, sometimes, life just happens like that.
today is the first day of "work" (almost the real first day) and im sleepy.
i have yet to catch on my sleep from .... whenever i started losing sleep.
its great here, you should come visit.
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