.true love.

"you never know love until you have met temptation."

D.N.M.

As India.Arie sang, "I am ready for love." I doubt that God is ready for me to experience love because he has not sent my husband, or has He? Have a ruined my chances? Did I do something wrong? Im not even sure why I am so into marriage. I do not want to be exclusive unless marriage is actually an option. I look at some people and (sad to say) have thoughts of jealousy because they look so happy.

Some say my sister lost her husband, but I actually think it was just time for my brother to go, God needed him more than we did. She grieved. She mourned. She moved on. At this juncture, the new beau may in fact be better than that last. How could I possible think anyone is better than my brother? Easy, my brother was a beast! He was that sugarhoneyicedtea ... if you know what I mean. But new beau is a beast as well. I dont know him like I know my brother. But I like him because she does. I love for you as long as you love for yourself. Its always good to click with the siblings people and I feel I did.

In my spirit I hope they do tie the knot; not even a production, just vows between the crew. Im happy for them .... true love exists.

though "hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable."

sometimes you have to go through something to receive something.

im ready.