22, october, 2008
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so toy and i were having our regularly nightly morning conversation. and todays random profound psychic comment was this .....
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me: "so, i think im going to stop talking to him. i forget how much i love him sometimes. its like i fall in love with him all over again every time we have a conversation. sometimes i fall in love several times in the conversation. you know, those aha moments like wow i really love him?"
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toy: "have you ever just tried turning those thoughts off?"
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me: have u ever tried to ignore love? it just holds u captive and smacks u in the face[. love is that one emotion that can take you to your highest highs and lowest lows but loves you enough to only share the highs with u ... maybe some mids every now and again. love is a release, its a drug that you are forever addicted to or never want to try and sometimes a little bit of both. love is dumb! [lol.] love is oxymoronic and violent but soft and gentle. love plays hide and seek very well but when u forget to look for it sometimes it scares the buhJESUS out of u.
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just thoughts on paper ...
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